| October 28th, into Caracas, Venezuela, and I have to admit, I am nervous and scared about going back. I am still unsure about how I feel about the journey. Where as before, I needed to go off on my own, this time, I remember how lonely I felt, and don't know if I am prepared to welcome that again for the sake of the adventure. The decision to stay longer than six weeks in London came all to easily, but now that there is only a month till I leave again, angst is back. And with it this time is the realisation that I am heading out of London finally on a one way ticket to New Zealand, not sure if I am so ready to leave for good just yet.
But nothing is set in stone, and the future is always uncertain, so whether I delay my trip even further or decide to come back this way after Rio and the carnival, mine is still very much a life of Riley at the moment, and I am enjoying my time in London immensely.
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